Another sleepless night....

This---this is when it is the hardest. The long nights. Just tossing and turning. Never able to get comfortable because she is not beside me. Finally getting up because I know sleep is not coming. I know you are thinking "Well, just get someone else then." And sure---I could do that but in reality--- I can't...Nobody else can fill this hole in my life---in my heart---except her. Only she fits. There will never be anybody else for me. That is just one of the things I wish I had told her while I still had the chance.